タニちゃん 「been begging for the morning to come」
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09 01 09 - FRIENDS ONLY
zelos: Zelos Wilder and Sheena Fujibayashi (Default)


I'm deviator on LJ. ♥ For further explanation, please check my FO post there.
06 29 09 - While you were tearing a hole in me.
zelos: Lloyd Irving and Zelos Wilder (lloydzelos ✁ your ability to become)
Changed my layout on LJ! ♥ Check it out if you're interested. I need to change my layout on here too, wtf.


I managed to hurt myself on the way to work today. Since I had to walk, I took my scooter, and the base swivels around. Well, I managed to get stuck on a crack in the pavement, which tilted the scooter and made the base swing around and smack me on the back of my left ankle hard. I got a nasty bruise, and it's been swollen all day. It's not horribly painful, but it hurt to stand on for five hours.


Mokuba still refuses to eat his dry food. He's hungry enough that he was trying to eat the plastic bag the veggies were in, but he still won't eat anything but the veggies. I've tried putting different food in, his old food in, switching the bowls, hiding the veggies in the food, but. He's just not eating or drinking. He's still moving around at the moment, but I know what that turns into. I'm just really tired. I have no idea what to do for him, and I'm still too hurt from Touka to fully react. Hopefully I can calm down enough to get him better. If not, well. I can't say that I'm not surprised, with how my luck has been lately. /grumpy


Anyway. I'm going to be kinda scarce until things settle down again. I'm sorry for being such a horrible stick in the mud, guys. I don't mean to. I can't handle much at the moment though - I had a horrible panic attack last night that prevented me from sleeping, and I don't want to push my stupid mood on anyone else. I'm doing a good enough job of that already.
04 27 09 - She puts the weights into my little heart.
zelos: Zelos Wilder and Sheena Fujibayashi (zelos ❝give your immortality to me❞)


This is more for my sanity than anything, and to give an explination for my lengthened disappearance. I'm going to be very scarce online for a while, most likely. A lot seems to be going on in my life right now, and I need to step back and handle things that I can while I can. I'll be on every now and then, and try to check up on things as much as I can. I'll probably post, too, since I tend to use this journal to vent anyway. I probably won't be gone for very long, knowing myself. But, I need some time to myself to prioritize what I need to in my life, and shift through things that have come up. I'm sorry guys. I love you, and I'll be back as soon as I can.

You are free to use this post to get ahold of me - leave anything you think I need to know or comments that you think I need to hear. I'll also try to be on my plurk and on any of my IM services. I'll hopefully be back soon.
03 09 09 - Official anon post.
zelos: Zelos Wilder and Sheena Fujibayashi (zeloscolette ❝you should know i'm here❞)
Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything. Just don't be a dick and start attacking my friends; that's not what this post is for.
01 28 09 - I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends.
zelos: Zelos Wilder and Sheena Fujibayashi (zelossheena ❝i always wanted you❞)
did I forget that? my bad.

Ever feel like you've forgotten something? Maybe you know you've forgotten, but you just can't quite put your finger on it? (Lord knows I have.) Maybe it's a friend's birthday, or a request, or just a joke. Hell, it could be anything. Well, here's your chance to get your friends to help you remember all that stuff you've forgotten lately. Leave your username and pimp it out, and maybe you'll get a chance to remember all of those silly things you might've forgotten. And no wank, please. If I see that shit, your comments are getting deleted. ♥

pimp it
01 07 09 - If you are strong enough to leave your doubts.
zelos: Zelos Wilder and Sheena Fujibayashi (yoko ❝i am a black bullet❞)
tani_chan
= [livejournal.com profile] deviator



Ahaha, I went through with it, wtfffff. WATCH ME REGRET THIS IN LIKE... TWO SECONDS :'| *hit*
11 11 08 - The ___ to my ___ meme.
zelos: Zelos Wilder and Sheena Fujibayashi (zelossheena ❝you pluck my nerves❞)
Ganked from [livejournal.com profile] revoking. ♥

"Basically, comment with a character from any fandom listed below that you want to claim; and list another for me to take. (Or I'll pick one. ;D)
That makes you the ___ to my ___.
BEST I CAN EXPLAIN IT."


Hell, if you don't see a fandom on here that you'd like to suggest, go right ahead. :'D

I just wanted to hold you in my arms. )
11 05 08 - Listen to me while I talk to the wall.
zelos: Zelos Wilder and Sheena Fujibayashi (rena → i'm so sick)
Well, I was sleeping, but body decided to screw that up somehow. B| Bah. Probably going back to sleep in a bit, but, have a meme. ♥

Comment anonymously with:
❶ One thing you really like about me
❷ One thing you don't really like about me




Also, in retrospect, maybe watching Higurashi when I'm kinda emotionally unstable was a bad idea. XD;;

Public for now since LJ doesn't want anonymous to comment on a friends only entry.
10 20 08 - GUESS WHAT
zelos: Zelos Wilder and Sheena Fujibayashi (zelos → i'm the wonderful chosen)
HIT FOR THE SURPRISE )


YES, that is right! After over two years and lots of crying and ridiculousness later, I have internet. At home. Finally.


GLORIOUS DAY.

I HAVE INTERNET AT HOME HEAR ME ROAR :'D
04 26 08 - ON A LIGHTER NOTE
zelos: Zelos Wilder and Sheena Fujibayashi (zelos/sheena → UNDER MY UMBRELALALA)
HAVE A MEME. ♥

CLAIM MY WHAT?? MEME



I think I'm gonna keep these things public. :| More fun.
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